6 months ago...

There are times that I think of how different my life is now compared to 6 months ago. I had a boyfriend then, who I ended up brreaking up with to enjoy being a single 21-year-old in college. I also had a dog...yes she was quite evil but she had been around since I was 6 so I loved her nonetheless, even though we didn't get along. And most importantly, my dad was still around. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, some days more then others, which tend to be harder. Many things I see remind me of him, every where I go. I can't help to smile at the thought of him, but get upset at the thought that he is no longer on this earth with my mom and I.
I have to remember that there is a reason for all of this. I know that he is with me, and watches over me every. That little voice in the back of my head, I know it's him at times, and some days I can feel him around. I really miss him, miss the life that I had 6 months ago.